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Start:      Oct 8, '08 03:00a End:      Oct 8, '08 11:00p

Ilalagay ko sana bonding with my dearest nephew... but then again i will be an aunt after 8months so I have to practice being fair... napansin niyo ung black and white and ung colored photo, well ung black and white ay kuya ko nuong unang panahon (nuong cute pa siya) and ung colored ay of course my beloved cyd... hayy! magkahawig sila! hehehe! wala lang! super miss ko na si cyd kaya ako nagdecide to visit him sa lucban!

i am PLAINLY surprised after learning that my youngest brother has her gf pregnant (for 1.5 weeks now). I am still surprised (despite the fact that he and his gf have been together for 5 years and are housemates for 2 years) BECAUSE: he just graduated from college (and recently had his oath-taking), he does  not have any source of income aside from the monthly allowance our parents give him despite the degree he earned, (well starting monday he will be working in a BPO located in libis)  he assures us with reasons like: kaya ko to, ung iba nga nakayanan, ako pa ... which by the way sounds independent, but then the very reason why we wanted to somehow be prepared in many ways because we do not want to experience the hardships we've been through and it's crappy to hear such reason,  medical services in relation to ceasarian birth or normal birth would cost the couple a lot, and vitamins and other medicines ( and supplements) cost more than you think of (this is based...

tawag din ng iba law of attraction... wala lang! kanina iniisip ko kse ung isang tao... un lang, lekat, ayun natagpuan ko tuloy siya! linta oh! ... Whigfield -  Close...

then chaos would overwhelm you... anu daw?!

"She’s the one you call when you’re bored because she makes you laugh. She’s the one you talk to when you’re feeling down because she’s willing to lend an ear and be a friend." A friend tried calling me earlier while I was out playing badminton... for months we have not talked as in really talk. Then I asked what's the call about... plainly the answer was " wala lng bored lang kse ako" ... then I remember the mean time girl essay. Papasa na pala ako sa mean time girl... pwede din mean girl... sana mean girl na lang, kse pathetic ung mean time girl.  Bakit ba puno ng inis ng mabasa ko ang sagot ni friend? kse feeling close pa rin siya? wala naman kmeng samaan ng loob, it's just that... urgh! kse nalaman ko may ipagyayabang lang pala siya? urghhh! urghhh! kse ayokong reason of why we communicate is because bored siya?wtf?! and if ganun, shhhooo shhhhooo... away from me... diba?

it's like betrayal, but it's not... you know you have to be happy, but you're confused... you just want him to be happy with certain decisions, but at the back of your mind there could be other better options... we maybe looking at the same direction, but we're taking different trails... i'm just stupefied...

I have a number of things in my mind... hehe! I want to share about my experience in Bogo, Cebu and of course Bantayan, Island... kaso, wala lang I need my photos... :) This particular cave is found in Ogtong, Bantayan, Cebu... it's an underground cave. I still don't have the photos with me. Anyways, the beach in ogtong is pretty lovely... Hayyy maka-ibog gyud. Unta, I had more than a day to savor the moment, kaso hours lang eh! I guess, it means that I need to go back there. :) Bantayan Island is the virginal version of Boracay Island. Sana it will remain as it is kse the place is totally relaxing. :)

kahangang-hangang maranasan at magsilbing saksi sa mga diyos at diyosa ng isang malaking bangko sa buong mundo na bumababa sa kanilang pedestal upang makisalamuha at alamin kung papaano ang isang SMALL ENTREPRENEUR ay nakapag-isip at nai-ahon ang pamilya (at pamayanan) mula sa kahirapan... ngunit mas magandang marinig ang mga kwento ng mga nanay (at tatay) sa kung papaano sila nagpupursige sa buhay upang mabigyan ng magandang kinabukasan ang kanilang pamilya (ngunit, nakakalungkot din isipin -- bilang spectator ion (at obserbasyon) na tila ilan sa mga anak ng mga ito ay kind of taking for granted of their parents hardships . nakalungkot isipin... nung sabado, sabi ng isang tatay na cancer survivor, his only child has been asking him of worth 25,000 pesos for a retreat to baguio... wala lang kalungkot kse tila may kakaibang amoy ang nalanghap ko habang kinukwento ng tatay kung papaanong stratehiya ang gagawin para man lang matugunan ang 25K for the retreat (with all the pride in his e...