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i guess everyone (despite his or her life stage) is still a wanderer of sort... i do a lot of wandering and wondering lately... i love to wander and try new experience... recently i tried EKs space shuttle twice... i was not really that super duper scared... it was worth the experience... i mean, i basically felt i was the wasted version of jasmine -- doing the over-sideways-and-under-not-so-magical experience... wa poise talaga... la lang! u really have to shout off the stress creeping inside of you... demn... i guess i will do it again... anyways, part of being a wanderer is to wonder about things that matter to you... meanings behind them... i wonder if public ad is really meant for me... its personal meaning is slowly drifting away... i am losing grip of its essence... and lately, just lately... i have been rationalizing on things... i am still a development worker inspite and despite me gaining or not gaining an MPA... and maybe (or definitely...) trying my field in communications...

you care so much,you feel as though you will bleed to death with the pain of it... -dumbledore, OOTP the irony of caring... kinda suck!!!

weird i know i should be over with whatever this crazy feelings i have for him...i am just... hurt... is there any reason for me to be? ala naman talaga after all... oh well, i remember i am one of the boys... it still hurts... it stings!

Link she will kill me kse! mahiyain kse un! kaya share ko na lng! :D this is a secret!

nakisingit... nagvolunteer! hahaha!

hahahaha! sa gateway kme!

Hope dangles on a string Like slow spinning redemption Winding in and winding out The shine of it has caught my eye And roped me in So, mesmerizing and so hypnotizing, I am captivated, I am {Chorus} Vindicated I am selfish I am wrong I am right I swear I'm right Swear I knew it all along And I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself So clear Like the diamond in your ring Cut to mirror your intention Oversized and overwhelmed The shine of which has caught my eye And rendered me So isolated, so motivated I am certain now that I am {Chorus} So turn up the corners of your lips Part them and feel my finger tips Trace the moment for forever Defense is paper thin Just one touch and I'll be in Too deep now to ever swim against the current So let me slip away So let me slip away So let me slip away So let me slip against the current So let me slip away So let me slip away So let me slip away So let me slip away {Chorus} Like ho...

Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt Still a little hard to say what's going on Still a little bit of your ghost your witness Still a little BIT of your face I haven't kissed You step a little closer EACH DAY Still I can't SAY what's going on Stones taught me to fly Love taught me to lie Life taught me to die So it's not hard to fall When you float like a cannonball Still a little bit of your song in my ear Still a little bit of your words I long to hear You step a little closer TO ME So close that I can't see what's going on Stones taught me to fly Love taught me to lie Life taught me to die So it's not hard to fall When you float like a cannon Stones taught me to fly Love taught me to cry So come on courage! Teach me to be shy 'Cause it's not hard to fall And I don't WANNA scare her It's not hard to fall And I don't wanna lose It's not hard to grow When you know that you just...

ang bakasyon ko kasama ang mga moriones... maintsik ang mata ko...kse... umiyak ako ng umiyak... dahil broken hearted ako! siyempre joke un... hay kse nung panahon na un nawawala pinsan ko so mga 24 hours (less than naman) akong iyak ng iyak! hahaha! kaya un ang maga! hayy! thank God! :)

i wrote: question... lulul, weird lang... kse i have been wondering why male friends feel comfortable opening sleazy stuff on me...ikaw ba nuong unang panahon, tingin mo that its ok to talk sleazy stuff with me??? la lang... sagot ka ha!I guess they are able to share that kind of stuff with you because they feel comfortable doing so and they don't feel awkward. Maybe they feel that you are one of the guys. As for me, I don't remember sharing any sleazy stuff back in the day but the guys in Pisay seemed to think you were cool and could easily be confided with. --- me: jj one of the boys ba talaga ako Jj: ikaw? me: yeah Jj: minsan, oo. Pero USUALLY kikay ka din me: parang bothered lang ako kse la lang Jj: sweetie, do not worry, feminine ka! me: hmmmmm :D pero bakit minsan nag-oopen up ng kung anek-anek ang guys sa akin weird Jj: KASI you are a good listener and guys feel comfortable with you. Don't worry about it, that's a good thing! Also they trust you more than most g...

Could This Be Love Seduction Staring through the windows of time Drying off the last year of our bind Was it real or just a mirage Love has it's way of making you blind I stare deep in your heart and soul And feel what any woman would want Why did I run? Why did I hide? The memory just bleeds on and on Time goes on and (the feelings stay strong) Memories laugh and play with my heart (like thunder does in a rainstorm) Is it real or just a mirage I ask myself... Could this be love Or just a memory Of the two of us together Lifetime friends forever You and me a unity Of friendship and love (maybe) As we moved our separate ways (that day) Tears ran down my face (and I asked myself) Was I just too weak to face the truth That love is what I have for you You're someone special deep inside Your love is true, why do I hide? Why did I run? Why did I hide? Because the memories bleed on and on Time goes on and the feeling stays strong This word called love- are you the one? Is this real or...

a friend's mom died because of diabetes and its complications... i pray to God that he and his family would find strength amidst the loss... Hayyy... un lang!

i basically had a blast with these kids during my almost 5-day stay in mindoro! my moriones pix to follow pa... :D

i am alone and in an OT mode in the office (lately) which is kinda good since i can concentrate on stuff... after my holy days in mindoro, i think i have been feeling ahmmm a little bit tired... i feel like i'd be sick (soon)... la lang! one of the things i have prayed for during the was to have the passion in what i am doing at MCPI and to basically organize my thoughts with my acads... hayyy! goshhh... i think i am actually into it lately... --- anyways, my mindoro trip was a great experience... i got to see how boys and men participating in the Moriones thing. I have pictures actually but it's with pie... and i was nabati or in bisaya nabuyagan ... manifested through sweating and tummy aches... hmmmm... and then, ahmmmm... some typical nginig files experience came our (actually my) way... basta... it was funny seeing pabs ran like tom (and jerry)... hahaha! --- worthwhile talaga ung trip na un! :)

undp-mmda pmo circa 2004

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yehey! un lang! :) anyways... masaya lang kse lawyer na siya he's been lost lately but i bet he'll be back!

sobrang almost one week na magkakasama kme ni cyd... la lang! mamaya pag uwi ko iba na naman ang feeling... kse umuwi na si cyd ng lukban... la akong baby na iki-kiss... hayyy! lam niyo, my nephew would extend his arms and embrace me... la lang! sweet siya... un lang! super happy thought siya... tapos ung laughter and smile niya walang katulad... miss ko na siya! hayyyyy! iba na talaga bonding namin! love ko siya as in!