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i have been really wanting to have the bamboo 2007 covers cd after watching the news of the band's launching early this month... i could not get over bamboo's version of so far away ... wahhhh! ewan ko... madrama lang ako... hahahaha! :D i was thinking of buying the cd (worth P299)... but i have to thank multiply for its piracy-abled features... HAHAHAHA! thanks to musical youth , for recommending sheila's site... :D sobrang, i was saved from extra 299 cash out flow... oh well, the band's version of tatsulok is also cool kso i still want the original one -- kse genius ang gumawa ng song and true-blooded activists sila... brilliant ang buklod ! :D sa tatsulok kse, i think elitista pa rin ang dating ng band... well,hmmm... kahit ung themes ng some of their previous songs maka-bansa...i still don't see them as... ahmmm... u know... masa... or something... i mean... siguro nga probably, they are makabansa pero baka nakakahon lang ako sa pananaw na the band could be d...

I am a real stalker... :) anyways, aside from my own craziness... i still have time for my fanciness... just sharing with mahhh supaaa love friends... :) i cant help it eh! he is much more praning than i am... waiting for the bar results eh... anyways... just for happy thoughts purposes... found in his friendster profile... === H= 5'10 W= 71 kg. microscopic eyes, reflective, all giving, faithful, not only hears but listens when almost everyone in the world is caught up with individual pursuits. SPEED Stare at the night cloud With illusions I move.. Forget the real picture Its blinding though Gaze all you can, Crave for more Till the thirst is, Like sand and fire Quenched. -Macky- WALK Fueling each breath with intensity, Reserved, restricted. Withered pine, timeless resonance Glassy eyes with mist. Blossom fills the dry earth. Ethereal body born. -Macky- THE PISCEAN Smooth round and silver Strong enough to hold, Big enough to contain Pain and heat. Oce...

'Cause I am hanging on every word you say And even if you don't want to speak tonight That's alright, alright with me 'Cause I want nothing more than to sit Outside your door and listen to you breathing Is where I want to be   === Definitely that’s where I want to be… :) Just listen… :) yeah, I am just too scared that I would be totally shut off by people or the other way around. This is scary… ahmmm… the taming of people… which can be synonymous with establishing ties… I wonder how Little Prince coped with the end of his established tie with the fox or with the rose… I am quite surprise with myself lately… I have been too pessimistic with everything… I have been looking forward to the end of a movie without even experiencing the movie… this is too weird…this really contradicts me… I have been telling friends to experience each moment, but lately I am prone to avoiding the moment… I mean, I think I have chosen not to linger in a particular experience perhaps to again a...

Never Ending Story I am watching the movie now… :) baka nga bata pa rin ako… baka exploring pa rin ako… I still love the movie kahit bata pa ako when I last watched this one… :) --- an IM from a friend Friend: mas ok kasi ang may angst kasi yung sumuko na Friend: kasi pag wala nang angst ibig sabihin kuntento ka na Friend: dapat hindi kuntento Friend: dapat mag-aspire pa rin tayo === ===

SOMEONE Rembrandts We've been together now for such a long time Through every trial we ever care to go When I look back I almost can't believe it We're not the same people that we used to know When all the years behind me stop pretendin' I didn't need someone like you around It makes it even harder to imagine The life I'd be livin' if I hadn't found... CHORUS: Someone to hold me the way that you do; Someone who needs me the way I need you; Someone to show me a way that is true; Someone to love me the way that I love you When there was no one left for me to turn to When all the world I knew was fallin' down And there were times I could not face the morning Well, everything changed since the day that I found.. CHORUS: Someone to hold me the way that you do; Someone who needs me the way I need you; Someone to show me a way that is true; Someone to love me the way that I love you (Instrumental) CHORUS: Someone to hold me the way that you do; Someone ...

A friend texted me this:   THIS HURTS:   “should I smile because we’re friends?   Or   should I cry because that’s all we’ll ever be?” --- DUH?! In the first place, what do u expect from such friendship? I mean, if you really like the person, then why would u be OK in settling with being friends… diba diba??!!! Minsan pathetic kse eh ung nagpapakamartyr ka… :D ahmmm… hindi naman ako galit… hahaha!   ---     Time and Motion   Move 1.2.3 Tick 1.2.3 Beat 1.2.3 Hit 1.2.3 Toink 1.2.3 ME   --- Hala I am watching Lindsay Lohan’s A Prairie Home Companion la lang!  

lately kse napapansin kong ndi ako nainom ng tubig... hindi umaabot sa 8 GLASSES OF H2O ang aking quota... kaya dala ko ang aking water container to remind me na iinom ako ng water...

hala... scary thought... hindi ko na feel mag-aral... nawalan na ako ng gusto to finish the course... i am super scared... super duper scared...

ANG TEAM KO sa CICT! MAHAL ko ang mga to! :)

ganda lang na venue nung meeting namin... maganda for future wedding reception... hahaha! saka ung sala set/ interior nila the best! :)

It must be the smile… It must be the kid hiding inside… The innocence that long has gone Drowned by the waves of experience…   Still the smile lingers The innocence halts...

could this be scary or could this be zany? will i be fine or will i just whine? shall i trust or shall i pass? can i wait or can i state? would i hold on or would i let go? will this liberate me or will just leave me irrate? shall i plead or shall i take the lead? shall i feel protected or shall i be rejected? could i or could i not? will i or will i not? shall i or shall i not? ... but ... I do.. I am.. and I will...

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Hahaha! Yesterday was one happy day… early morning I bumped into an MPA2002 classmate pala … hahaha! I mixed her up with Aleth (a party mate way back in college)… hayyyy! Both of them kse have similar dimples… hahaha! Anyways, tess was nice enough to entertain me… hahaha! We did catch up on things… hahaha! Anyways, I ended my day with an almost similar experience… but, the latter was more of super funny… hahahaha! I thought that this PA 253 salingpusa classmate’s name was Ruth… and I even told Ann that Ruth was Ruth… For almost 6 months, I was calling her Ruth…It was only last night that I learned that Ruth was infact Irene… hahahahaha! Sheez! Tama ba naman un! Hahaha! :) === I came across one of Yahoo! Launch features… the band’s name is Skillet… hmmm… the 1 st song that I have heard from them, reminded me of Lifehouse… but after downloading some of their mp3s (hurrah to the real PIRATE)… hmmm hard rock ata sila…I find them kse quite “noisier” than Linkin Park (I’m a linkin gurl—haha...

Habang pinaplantsa ang aking pang-isang linggong set of damit, napaisip ako bigla… ang katagang sanay maulit muli ay ndi necessarily going back in time to experience what ever one wishes to experience… possible din kse na ang nais balikan nung tao ay ang emosyong nakapaloob sa kaganapang iyon… mga emosyong maaring nais nung tao’y panatilihin o tuluyang baguhin… hehehe… Or weird lang talaga ako… minsan kse, gusto mong balikan ung masasayang kaganapan sa buhay mo (ahmmm sino ba ang hindi?!)… pero napaisip ulit ako… ang katagang carpe diem ay isang pagpapahiwatig na dapat lasapin natin ang bawat kaganapan sa buhay natin… isiping maaaring ito na ay pangyayaring hindi na muling mauulit… :) kaya’t whatever “mood” is emerging in that situation, one has to savor it or one has to do ways to make it something pleasant at the end of the day… hmmmm… ewan pa rin… Hahahaha! livin la vida gitana… :) ganun nga ang isang hitana… nilalasap ang bawat pangyayari sa buhay… hindi na iniisip na kinakailan...

para kay macky

virginal pie

pabs wala lang at si ground control

ahmmm weird!

hahaha matinong macky eto!

mga hubad na nilalang!

si pabs and macky ulit!

si pablo at maki...

This is so weird I have been ranting lately about Pie and Noli… I am so scared that the very reason why Pie wanted to hang out with me more often is her fondness towards Noli… :( Noli by the way is becoming one of the newly found friends whom I can trust.   I don’t have anything towards Noli…but compared to Macky, I find Noli someone who’s way more fun… which is kinda sad kse I realize that I indeed like Macky… and the very fact that I like him hinders me from being too makulit to him… but I wanted to treat him the way I treat Noli and Ave…   I realize that being with Macky can be pretty boring. I mean, I would want to be with a guy who can make me laugh and whom I can talk of different stuff without the hassle of explaining things on why we’re laughing or how we arrived on a particular topic. Or maybe, in the course of our conversation, I realized that Macky has thoughts or opinions that are quite different from mine… I am so glad that I finally left my former office… why am...

I haven’t really blogged lately… my new environment is building back my esteem (haha! once again)… :) I guess, divine (and mae) clearly pointed out to me that I really am into NGO work… well, I guess into development work… Prof. Cariño has emphasized last night that most of NGO people would later pursue a career in government after they have utilized whatever talents they have in their respective organizations… because after all, working in the government is (still) public service… it still is serving the people… HAYYY!!!   Maybe… it was not just my time yet to work in the government… or maybe I am still searching for that the job … --- I miss hanging out with good old pals… seeing divine in the house , was a relief of sort… I mean, we did catch up on things… hahahaha! It’s just so nice to know that I am not alone in a world where I thought that I am being paranoid of being labeled as a feminist… not that I don’t want to be labeled as one, it’s just that I don’t think I deserve to ...