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http://vectortuts.com/illustration/create-a-3d-push-pin-and-a-paper-note-in-illustrator/ I have to try this out! :)

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Start:      Dec 1, '08 04:00a End:      Dec 10, '08 Dose Directed by Senedy Que Screenplay by Senedy Que Cast: Yul Servo, Emilio Garcia, Irma Adlawan, Fritz Chavez, Allesandra de Rossi November 20, UP Film Center, 7pm When a friendly acquaintance develops into an unlikely closeness between a curious 12-year-old boy named Edy (Fritz Arvhie Chavez) and a lonely gardener Danny (Yul Servo), the line that defines love and friendship, passion and trust inevitably intersects. Kolorete Directed by Ruello Lozendo Screenplay by Sherad Anthony Sanchez Cast: Roeder Camanag, Angeli Bayani, Perry Dizon, Jean Judith Javier, Frank Garcia, Coreen Chan, Chiqui Xeres Burgos, Lawrence Roxas and Edgar Sandalo November 19, FEU Auditorium, 3:30 pm November 24, College of Saint Benilde Amphitheater, 1pm In the Spanish period, a town prepares for a stage play to serve as a despedida for the Alcalde Mayor or Gobernadorcillo who was dismissed by the town's friar. Adding to ...

wala lang! hehehe! declare ko lang kse darating na mga magulang ko at wala akong time sa mga friends ko not unless text niyo ako! so un lang!

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Start:      Oct 8, '08 03:00a End:      Oct 8, '08 11:00p

Ilalagay ko sana bonding with my dearest nephew... but then again i will be an aunt after 8months so I have to practice being fair... napansin niyo ung black and white and ung colored photo, well ung black and white ay kuya ko nuong unang panahon (nuong cute pa siya) and ung colored ay of course my beloved cyd... hayy! magkahawig sila! hehehe! wala lang! super miss ko na si cyd kaya ako nagdecide to visit him sa lucban!

i am PLAINLY surprised after learning that my youngest brother has her gf pregnant (for 1.5 weeks now). I am still surprised (despite the fact that he and his gf have been together for 5 years and are housemates for 2 years) BECAUSE: he just graduated from college (and recently had his oath-taking), he does  not have any source of income aside from the monthly allowance our parents give him despite the degree he earned, (well starting monday he will be working in a BPO located in libis)  he assures us with reasons like: kaya ko to, ung iba nga nakayanan, ako pa ... which by the way sounds independent, but then the very reason why we wanted to somehow be prepared in many ways because we do not want to experience the hardships we've been through and it's crappy to hear such reason,  medical services in relation to ceasarian birth or normal birth would cost the couple a lot, and vitamins and other medicines ( and supplements) cost more than you think of (this is based...

tawag din ng iba law of attraction... wala lang! kanina iniisip ko kse ung isang tao... un lang, lekat, ayun natagpuan ko tuloy siya! linta oh! ... Whigfield -  Close...

then chaos would overwhelm you... anu daw?!

"She’s the one you call when you’re bored because she makes you laugh. She’s the one you talk to when you’re feeling down because she’s willing to lend an ear and be a friend." A friend tried calling me earlier while I was out playing badminton... for months we have not talked as in really talk. Then I asked what's the call about... plainly the answer was " wala lng bored lang kse ako" ... then I remember the mean time girl essay. Papasa na pala ako sa mean time girl... pwede din mean girl... sana mean girl na lang, kse pathetic ung mean time girl.  Bakit ba puno ng inis ng mabasa ko ang sagot ni friend? kse feeling close pa rin siya? wala naman kmeng samaan ng loob, it's just that... urgh! kse nalaman ko may ipagyayabang lang pala siya? urghhh! urghhh! kse ayokong reason of why we communicate is because bored siya?wtf?! and if ganun, shhhooo shhhhooo... away from me... diba?

it's like betrayal, but it's not... you know you have to be happy, but you're confused... you just want him to be happy with certain decisions, but at the back of your mind there could be other better options... we maybe looking at the same direction, but we're taking different trails... i'm just stupefied...

I have a number of things in my mind... hehe! I want to share about my experience in Bogo, Cebu and of course Bantayan, Island... kaso, wala lang I need my photos... :) This particular cave is found in Ogtong, Bantayan, Cebu... it's an underground cave. I still don't have the photos with me. Anyways, the beach in ogtong is pretty lovely... Hayyy maka-ibog gyud. Unta, I had more than a day to savor the moment, kaso hours lang eh! I guess, it means that I need to go back there. :) Bantayan Island is the virginal version of Boracay Island. Sana it will remain as it is kse the place is totally relaxing. :)

kahangang-hangang maranasan at magsilbing saksi sa mga diyos at diyosa ng isang malaking bangko sa buong mundo na bumababa sa kanilang pedestal upang makisalamuha at alamin kung papaano ang isang SMALL ENTREPRENEUR ay nakapag-isip at nai-ahon ang pamilya (at pamayanan) mula sa kahirapan... ngunit mas magandang marinig ang mga kwento ng mga nanay (at tatay) sa kung papaano sila nagpupursige sa buhay upang mabigyan ng magandang kinabukasan ang kanilang pamilya (ngunit, nakakalungkot din isipin -- bilang spectator ion (at obserbasyon) na tila ilan sa mga anak ng mga ito ay kind of taking for granted of their parents hardships . nakalungkot isipin... nung sabado, sabi ng isang tatay na cancer survivor, his only child has been asking him of worth 25,000 pesos for a retreat to baguio... wala lang kalungkot kse tila may kakaibang amoy ang nalanghap ko habang kinukwento ng tatay kung papaanong stratehiya ang gagawin para man lang matugunan ang 25K for the retreat (with all the pride in his e...

Yes. I am reactivating my online business (just click this starry icon )... because I have a number of stuff that I have used once or twice (and realized that I was not too kikay to actually embrace them... ) Visit niyo naman! baka may type kayo or something... pero sa sapatos pa lang talaga ako naka tutok dahil un ung marami ako na ndi ko naman ginagamit. :) Maggagarage sale din ata ako sometime duon sa bandang amin dahil marami kmeng mugs na pwedeng pagkakakitaan. :) Sa site ko na to: http://ookaiookai.multiply.com, may mga resources din ako minsan about scholarships. :)

I found photos of us (me and my brothers) during childhood. The photos somehow are telling me that each one of u s has similar features of Cyd (eeehhh, I miss my pamangkin)! Of course, Cyd looks like his tatay (duh)! Hahaha! And it’s just cute to see that we were cute back then… harhar! Aliw lang tingnan kse… :) Also, I really was one of the boys back then. Hayyyyy! Even my smile… hehehe!

This particular long weekend gave me a chance to look into my stuff (and clean some of them…) and sort some of them. I started with my scanner. It has been more than two months since I have it but I did not have enough time to really check on it. Well, the weekend gave me enough time to tinker on things and tadannn…I made it work… (tamad lang pala ako!)… So, I scanned and scanned and scanned. I found old photos (and notes)… and I decided to write something about the stuff I scanned… :) Since I am not the type of person who would call on to friends and imprisoned them by unloading some “strong” (and unhappy) emotions   just to free me of my psychological and emotional turmoil/aches, I would not bug my friends about it (not on a regular basis to the point of   making my friends puke) inst ead, I would write stuff. I would e-mail friends or family or I would even blog about it. Back in 2003, the year when Janjan died, my friends have been so supportive and they made th...

Some stuff to blog about!

ilang oras na lang at weekend na... long weekend pa! :) anyways, kaaliw lang, kse kagabi nagkita kme ni abietot at pinilit ko siyang ilibre niya ako... so ang lolo nanlibre naman, pero, may kapalit un... hehehe! ang kapalit ay, sasamahan ko siya sa pagbabantay ng bandang inorganize ng kanilang production. kaaliw naman, kse first time kong mawitness un. saka naaliw ako on the way business is done. :) hehehe! so eto ang mga naobserbahan ko: tinext ni abie ang mga contacts sa banda tinanong ang production manager kung ilan ang mga taong iniexpect from each band pumunta kme sa Calle Brown (Atchie) kinausap ang manager sa bar at inilista ang number of bands (and people expected from each band) hinintay dumating ang mga tao sa bawat banda at ipinamigay ang bilang ng beer na naka-allot sa kanila so habang nakainom na ang iba at naghahanda na para sa "gig" itself, tinanong ko si abietot paanu ang kalakaran... paano sila kikita, ano ung "rewards" in return... dahil si abiet...

Video eto nung oath-taking ng kapatid ko... since wala sina Nanay and Tatay, Mami and I were there to represent them. In this particular video clip, the speaker honored the parents who sent their children to school to take nursing... wala lang... I know Nanay and Tatay are proud that King finally is an RN and that all their sacrifices have paid off. Alam ko rin that King has waited for this particular moment after the big distortion in our family life... wala lang! Maraming what ifs sa buhay namin, at sa buhay ni king... after Janjan left us, madaming nagbago, and kasama na dun ung pag-up-root sa kanya from Davao... He would have been one of the ITs in the country, but he embraced nursing... siyempre proud sister ako! :) Wala lang!

may poknat ako sa may right kilay ko! kainis now ko lang napansin... oo nga at nagpluck ako ng kilay nung weekend pero ndi ko naman tinanggalan ng kahit isa ang part na un ng kilay ko... kalungkot naman kase either lalagyan ko ng onting eyeliner para ma cover ang poknat area or let it be... hehehe!  may bagyo ngayon sa luzon... hayyyy! un lang... pero hindi pa rin ata ako name-mainstream kse ang tamad tamad ko pa... hindi pa ako gaanung gumagalaw... parang natengga ako ng matagal at kinakapa ko pa ang aking kapaligiran... hindi na ako "high" dahil sa training mainly because after the training, liquidation has to be done... and i am so burara with money... i mean... yeah... i tend to forget where i put the money... hay problema ko talaga ung ganun... kaya nga eh kung pupuwede just give me the exact amount para ndi ako malowka! :) hehehe! pero aliw pa rin naman ako! last friday may shinare si mama mae yah... then nag-isip isip ako... and naisip ko si mami... wala lang! mahirap ...

ahmmmm... i have been blogging using my friendster account for almost two months now... but hey i have been alternately blogging using friendster, blogspot and multiply (depending on my mood)...  for two weeks, I had my intense exposure on the organizational structure of a quite complicated microfinance institution... complicated in such a way that the insti evolved because of the emerging needs of the clients and continuous product/service development of the said insti. my exposure made my brain, heart and nose bled.    hahaha!   all i can say is the experience had an impact on me... my learning curve was somehow at its peak,   and I so loved my team mates, roommates and the rest of the participants (who have been mutually reinforcing each other in the process)... i also loved the fact that walter and kasia have been quite supportive in giving us or providing us with different perspectives aside from our individual perspectives.  this was during our happy-happy night (after the heart-...

un lang! matagal na fixation na yun since HS pa, kaso hanggang roller skates lang ako nun, first year pa! un lang!  may bagong gupit ng buhok na rin ako...   2006 ang last ko paggupit ng ganito. hehe! bilog na naman ang mukha ko!   kalorka! hehe!

I've found almost everything ever written about love to be true. Shakespeare said "Journeys end in lovers meeting." What an extraordinary thought. Personally, I have not experienced anything remotely close to that, but I am more than willing to believe Shakespeare had. I suppose I think about love more than anyone really should. I am constantly amazed by its sheer power to alter and define our lives. It was Shakespeare who also said "love is blind". Now that is something I know to be true. For some quite inexplicably, love fades; for others love is simply lost. But then of course love can also be found, even if just for the night. And then, there's another kind of love: the cruelest kind. The one that almost kills its victims. Its called unrequited love. Of that I am an expert. Most love stories are about people who fall in love with each other. But what about the rest of us? What about our stories, those of us who fall in love alone? We are the ...

May tumawag sa opisina at siya daw ay si: "this is MR.SAN JUAN of the PRESIDENTIAL MANAGEMENT STAFF." --- gusto kong itanong... bakit may ganung air of arrogance? i've met certain people who work(ed) in PMS and wala naman silang ganung air pagnagpapakilala sa phone eh... paanu na lang if magkakaroon na talaga siya ng mataas ng posisyon? sasabihin niya bang... "this is DIRECTOR SAN JUAN of WHATEVER?" "this is USEC SAN JUAN of CHUVANESS?" --- the thing is the government is so into microfinance... pero why can't the government generate the kind of data MR. SAN JUAN is looking? or maybe he is not searching pretty well... ahmm PCFC? NSCB???? hmmmm! ayan naiinis na ako! NGO kse ako eh... i will do the same... "this is MS. AYALA of the THE GLOBAL NGO chuva" (not my real apelyido -- not that I am not proud of my apelyido, infact it's hard to find a nice apelyido like mine kaso napakaprivate kong tao eh)"... hehehe! wala lang, point is n...

Capricorn Horoscope (June 7, 2008) Kakay, Neighbors or siblings have a big impact on your goals and make a big impression. Be careful not to get too involved in other people's affairs. Your presence may not be welcome. Let others take care of themselves; you have your own problems to worry about. --- got this horoscope thing from my facebook application. maybe i have been to involved with my siblings and friends... i tend to be so passionate to the point that i am uberly involved with their affairs and get affected when there are things that they decide on and disappoint me big time ... please do remind me that they are living their lives and i should be living mine too... that in the end... i have to think of me (just me...)... parang ang selfish! GRRR! so remind me that I have to be selfish too... that i don't have to think of them... pwede ba un? parang hindi ako yun. pero sige mantra ko ngayon... i have to think of myself... me, myself and I.  :) I have to live, to work...