mtpip

i am doing the MTPIP again... i am bothered again... what makes MTPIP coordination suck??? 

- it gives me the feeling that i may screw up the secretary's presentation

- it makes my heart pounds 1000% because people who bug gives me the
feeling that it's urgent and it turns out that the things i prepare
will neither be presented nor be reported... hahaha i need appreciation.



i just want to change the way i vew MTPIP... i am actually testing my
patience with this interagency coordination... it actually exposes me
to different individuals and i get to meet people out of this... 
those are few of the perks... coordination is a good skill to
acquire... it's just it's stressful!