finding my way

i guess everyone (despite his or her life stage) is still a wanderer of sort... i do a lot of wandering and wondering lately...
i love to wander and try new experience... recently i tried EKs space shuttle twice... i was not really that super duper scared... it was worth the experience... i mean, i basically felt i was the wasted version of jasmine -- doing the over-sideways-and-under-not-so-magical experience... wa poise talaga... la lang! u really have to shout off the stress creeping inside of you... demn... i guess i will do it again...
anyways, part of being a wanderer is to wonder about things that matter to you... meanings behind them... i wonder if public ad is really meant for me... its personal meaning is slowly drifting away... i am losing grip of its essence... and lately, just lately... i have been rationalizing on things... i am still a development worker inspite and despite me gaining or not gaining an MPA... and maybe (or definitely...) trying my field in communications might enhance that part of me... part where i can relay to the universe environmental messages or women's issues... or even poverty alleviation initiatives...

i still am finding my way though... my journey is trail-less... other hikers were able to find theirs... now it's gonna be my turn... :) too late? nohhhh! it's never too late for a kid like me... :)