meet my younger brother.he is one of the many reasons why all soul's day is being celebrated in the family.
he died in 2003.
his death tore my family's heart into pieces...
it took us a while to fully accept that he's no longer with us...
and each time we would remember him and the times he had spent with us, it would somehow "reopen" the wounds that i thought has already healed.
i pray for tuyom's soul.
i pray for auntie ting's soul.... for my lola ling, lola doning, lolo cards, lola miner, lolo jose... and a lot more.
just guide us while you are planes away from us.
each time this day comes, my heart bleeds! my soul torned into pieces! actually, everyday the feeling i had when my erick john passed away is there, and the pain very real.
ReplyDeleteno words will ever be enough.....
ReplyDeletewala lang, i can't explain each time events like this is commemorated, i feel like crushed and i don't know how to function...the pain and the longing come along...i just miss him more and more...
ReplyDeletei don't think the wound will ever be healed!!!!!!!!!!i miss my erick john so much...
ReplyDeletei will forever have a blue christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ReplyDeletekung alam lang nila kung gaano kahirap!!!!!!!!!sobra...hanggang ngayon ang hirap hirap na nawala si Jan2 ko!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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